Marama is moving forward

Undergoing translation and editing from German into English

Walking a path one is unknowing about, one only guide is the call within. No sense it makes to the one from the then point of view or row that works together on the physical plane. Many times I have asked myself that.

Facing uncountable directions, themes, mentors, etc., feeling overwhelmed and lost. Dealing with doubt, frustration, and the voice of fear repeatedly forming sentences as you cant do this. You are not good enough to write a book or a story underlined with pictures from early childhood being laughed at and judged by teachers.

Why would the universe want to see me in this position? What is it that I am not seeing or understanding? Very clear to me is; that I don’t know what to do. I don’t know where to start. I don’t know anyone whom I could ask for help or leadership.

The only thing I know is; that the calling within is giving me the expression to start where I am, with what I understand, what I know, and what I have or can use. Not more and not less. It does not feel like the situation is becoming any easier to solve.

Now I am dealing with being unknowing, overloaded with the information I struggle to process or bring to action, only to uncover another blog between me and what I am to unravel—great my expression.

How does one recognize if one is in harmony with the call within, the inner voice?

I only can give you an example of my discovery.

Let’s refresh the moves off of the call within...

The thought to write, the idea to self publish, self-published, website moving platforms, following up on the interest of a booking agency for Marama, recognition of the invitation to radio interviews, offer to display Marama in a physical book store, video interview with the author of Marama, followed by another applicant offering service to move Marama forward by an unexpected phone call.

I was expecting a call from the shop my book was displayed to review the video interview for Marama to my delay, and I had missed the call. I recalled the caller with excitement to determine I was connected with a Literatur Management I did not know.

Now I was dealing with confusion; thoughts like: what is this? My book was published! I am not planning to rewrite or republish my book.

Between all the words going through my mind, I called upon the archangel Gabriel: What is happening? What is this all about? What is it that you want for Marama...?

I was trying to listen within me while my ears were captioning the sound of a friendly voice on the other side of the line to sell me her over. It seemed every word said was drifting through me without any response.

The inner voice drew my focus within to a question that formed itself throughout the conversation, just waiting for the one to stop so it could rise and share its interest.

And there it flows peacefully and directs into the form: I am interested in having Marama translated and edited from Geman to English. If you can provide me with a quote, I might think closely about it.

The reaction on the other side of the line was confident and assured to send me what I was asking for the next day.

In the meantime, I did not know how to feel. One voice inside me ( the ego, the fear) asked: why do you want a quote? You can not afford it. You do not know if they are trustworthy. Another action leads to wasting money instead of earning it. Haven’t you spent enough already only to find out it is not leading you anywhere?

My body, not knowing how to express itself as another voice within, is requesting to use the time to research.

Feeling confident by having done the best I possibly could in my situation, the Literatur management and I came to an agreement that was resonating with me and within and with everyone included.

The body response was pleasing, happy, and excited about this move we agreed on for Marama.