Introduction - Angels

As I discussed within the forward. I was a toddler and unaware of angels or their attached names.

Throughout my life, my focus was attached to something that freaked me out. It was something mysterious but not freight. I could see or touch that something, but I still felt something connecting with me. I was beginning to believe that there was something wrong with me.

My thoughts didn't feel like mine. They were different as I believed in understanding myself; somehow, they felt like my thoughts. On different occasions, feelings are connected to a word, an individual, or an idea. I couldn't explain why it had come up.

I also noticed a difference within the something around me; sometimes, it felt like more than one thing. With time I recognized that I felt different about something, but I couldn't explain what it was.

I felt wired but safe. Sometimes, I felt like I was learning things with my emotions. Most of the time, I didn't know what was happening, but I wanted to understand. I felt fear and helplessness.

For entertainment, my grandmother loved to watch TV. And then began the enlightenment lessons: the introduction to the ignorant, mystical field that caught my attention.

Christmas movies, historical films with angels in human form, angels as light, angels with wings, spirits of past lives, haunted houses, and different sorts of existence.

I learned words like supernatural,- medium -energy fields and paranormal phenomena but also abuse – sexual assault – Orphan – Homeless- believing - religion- vampire- dragons – mermaids – unicorns- fairies- kobolds – space-magic – unexpected disappearance.

The subjects awakened my attention. I start loving the knowledge I used to get without considering that it held the answers to what I used to be experiencing.

I was close to determining how I had been introduced to learning about the gifts I actually have within, what some things are, and the difference between them.

To be continued……